Lyric Killing Me

I don t mind the abuse
It fills in time
When I m not much use
But it s killing me, killing me slowly

They all say
I m too restless
But words cut deep
When you re defenceless
And they re killing me, but killing me slowly

There was a time when we were fine
And I could tolerate you
I do believe that you should leave
cos I ve grown to hate you
Should I be weak and turn my cheek
cos I m scared to fall
But I just don t know you
And you don t know me at all

I ve been told that love s a celebration
But I ve lost faith through frustration
And it s killing me, but killing me slowly

You paint my picture black
The joke s on me
And I don t wanna laugh
Remember the good times
Won t you bring them back someday, somehow

I don t mind feeling blue
If I could smile just like you do
And it s killing me, killing me slowly

I can t go on alone
Pretending nothing s wrong
Maybe I just want to belong
Somewhere, somehow, somehow