Lyric Dear Chicago

Dear Chicago,
You ll never guess.
You know the girl you said I d meet someday?
Well, I ve got something to confess.
She picked me up on Friday.
Asked me if she reminded me of you.
I just laughed and lit a cigarette,
Said "that s impossible to do."
My life s gotten simple since.
And it fluctuates so much.
Happy and sad and back again.
I m not crying out to much.
Think about you all the time.
It s strange and hard to deal.
Think about you lying there.
And those blankets lie so still.
Nothing breathes here in the cold.
Nothing moves or even smiles.
I ve been thinking some of suicide.
But there s bars out here for miles.
Sorry about the every kiss.
Every kiss you wasted (bad / back)
I think the thing you said was true,
I m going to die alone and sad.

The wind s feeling real these days.
Yeah, baby, it hurt s me some.
Never thought I d feel so blue.
New York City, you re almost gone.
I think that I ve fallen out of love,
I think I ve fallen out of love . . . with you.