Lyric Dying Inside

I have got to change my ways
Cause I m losing my mind
I have got to stop drinking
Cause I m dying inside
I feel twice as old as I am
And it s getting worse
I m in the palm of habit s hand
I can t escape the curse

There is nothing that I can do
I have no self control
I have let myself become dead
I have ruined my soul
Every time I wake up sick
I say never again
But then opportunity knocks
And I m wasted my friend

I can t control my addiction
I ve tried time and time again
I m losing all my friends and lovers
Alcohol knows it s gonna win

Now I have lost everything
And I really don t care
Everybody that I have known
Has out cast me here
Drinking has wasted my life
And I m dying inside
I feel twice as old as I am
I ve lost what left of my mind

I can t control my addiction
I ve tried time and time again
I m losing all my friends and lovers
Alcohol knows it s gonna win