Lyric Jodie

Tonight I ll stay awake long enough to stop breathing
and I wonder how long it will take before I pass out drunk off night skies
and lying on hills with wet grass below and blue black above-
I will carry all the weights tonight
cause I keep remembering the day that you said you might go crazy
if you spent one more minute with me and I just don t know-
is one more minute going to kill you now?
Stop before I say too much-
so now I ve been alone and it s been going but tomorrow might not come
if I don t let it so don t forget the mornings that we spent deep inside out heads
staring at blank walls cause that s what counts
and I don t know but I m trying to let you go
but I can t cut so well these strings I have around my neck
and I m trying to let you know that I m doing this by myself-
so don t forget we sent letters to ourselves without words
and it was just to remember those days that we spent in our heads.