Lyric The Choke

Don t leave yet
it s still early and I haven t even said a word
and I m hoping that I might upset you by saying what I want to
cause it s not like you don t know I ve fallen for you
but it s in my head and that s where you can t see it
and I thought that maybe if I had to bite the tips of my fingers
I could stumble over words
and tell you just how far before I hit the ground
and I m the type to think of all the wrong things to say
and I will shut myself up and I ll never come out-
I ll close all my doors and only show you the black spots
where my eyes once were-
I can say this-
I can collect myself deep down and then come out punching
and I ll scream out loud.