Lyric 433 (Hypothetical Situation)

I m less than nothing and holding my nerves
Exposed and lonely, addiction draws me near
Designed to crush me a six year haze as the substance lets me down
Cause it s not real and that s why
It s how I always want to feel so let s die before the secrets get revealed
I m falling over from scratches built through time
For timeless mistakes, my memories dissolve and all I know are these scars
And it s not real and that s why
It s how I always want to feel so let s die, before the secrets get revealed
I ve tried but nothing can ever appeal and if you don t mind I d like to throw it all away
Well I ve been down that road, the sober soldier
I doubt I ll make it home so get me away from here, before I fall apart
Cause it s easy to do and it feels and it seems true
But it s not real and that s why
Its how I always want to feel so let s die, before the secret gets revealed
I ve tried but nothing ever can appeal and if you don t mind I d like to throw it all away.