Lyric Bother

I wish I was..Too dead to cry
The self-affliction fades
Stones to throw at my creator
Masochist to which I cater
You don t need to bother
I don t need to breathe
I ll keep slipping farther
But once I m done
I won t let go till it bleeds
I wish I was
Too dead to care
If indeed I cared at all
Never had a voice to protest
So you fed me shit to digest
I wish I had a reason
My flaws are open seasoned
For this I gave up trying
One good time deserves my dying
I wish I died Instead of lived
A zombie hides my face
Shelf forgotten with it s memories
Dire is left with cryptic entries
And you don t need to bother
I don t need to be
I ll keep slipping farther
But once I m gone
I ll never live down my disease