Lyric With This Knife

i let myself fall into a lie
i let my walls come down
i let myself smile and feel alive
i let my walls come down
no matter how i try i don t know why
you push so far away
you wrapped your hands tight around my heart
and squeezed it full of pain

with this knife i ll cut out the part of me
the part that cares for you
with this knife i ll cut out the heart of me
the heart that cares for you

i can t believe the way you took me down
i never saw the pain
coming in a million broken miles
like poison for my veins

[chorus]

the hate and the fear
the nightmares that wake me up
in the tears
the nightmares and (the hate)...