Lyric It s Been Awhile

It s been awhile
Since I could hold my head up high
Since I first saw you
Since I could stand on my own two feet again
Since I could call you
But everything I can t
remember as fucked up as it
all may seem the consequences
that I ve rendered I ve stretched
myself beyond my means

It s been awhile
Since I could say that I wasn t addicted
Subce I could say I love myself as well
Since I ve gone and fucked things
up just like I always do
But all that shit seems to
disappear when I m with you
But everything I can t remember
as fucked up as it may seem
The consequences that I ve rendered,
I ve gone and fucked things up again.
Why must I feel this way
Just make this go away,
Just one more peaceful day

It s been awhile
Since I could look at myself straight
Since I said I m sorry
Since I ve seen the way
the candle lights your face
But I can still remember
just the way you taste
But everything I can t remember as
fucked up as it all may seem to be
I know it s me I cannot blame this on my
father he did the best he could for me

It s been awhile
Since I could hold my head up high
and it s been awhile since I said
I m sorry