Lyric Excess Baggage

Well I know the words, but I can t really speak them
To you

And I hide all the pain that I ve gained with my wisdom
From you

And I m eaten alive by what I hold inside
All the things that I live with I can t easily hide
And I m left here with nothing, nothing to live for
But you

It s not easy to hide
All this damage inside
I ll carry you with me
Until I m not alive

When you look at my face, does it seem just as ugly?
To you?

I can t seem to erase all the scars I have lived with
From you

I m so sick of this place
This taste in my mouth
Cause of you I can t figure what I m all about
And I m left here with nothing, nothing to live for
But you

It s not easy to hide
All this damage inside
I ll carry you with me
Til I m not alive