Lyric Not Nothing

hello i m sitting here
thinking and writing writing and
talking without you situated in the
corner of the corner so close to
nothin suspecting not accepting that
it s true it really hits me when i m
walking into the market hearthings i
used to say is it wrong to be here
anyway

i m on to something here it s all
becoming clear clearly confusing less
than amusing castrated like a corpse
to a coroner so close to nothing
forgetful not regretful of what i am it
really hits me when i m hanging with
other monkeys thinking of shit to say
is it wrong to be here anyway

fade away what was i thinking when i
thought i could make you stay what
was i thinking when i thought i was
right