Lyric Not Nothin (in album Bumper to Bumper)

hello i m sitting here, thinking and writing
writing and talking, without you
situated in the corner of the corner, so far from nothin
suspecting, not accepting that it s true
it really hits me when i m
walking into the market
hear things i used to say
is it wrong to be here anyway

fade away
what was i thinking when i thought i could make you stay, yeah, yeah
what was i thinking when i thought i was right
not nothin
not nothin

i m on to something here
it s all becoming clear
clearly confusing
less than amusing
castrated like a corpse to a coroner
so close to nothing
forgetful not regretful
of what i am

it really hits me when i m
hanging with other monkeys
thinking of shit to say
is it wrong to be here anyway

fade away
what was i thinking when i thought i could make you stay, yeah, yeah
what was i thinking when i thought i was right
not nothing
not nothing

fade away
what was i thinking when i thought i could make you stay, yeah, yeah
what was i thinking when i thought i was right
not nothing
not nothing

it really hits me