Lyric Insecurties

Held back by walls of security, that
I just could never see, held people at arms length
devoid of human contact
Cannot express emotion
I try with all my strength
What is the matter with me?
It seems that no one even cares
I m blinded by my innocence
will no one be there for me?
When I dont understand.
Covered in blankets of Imagination
Where I can talk to people without a
second thought
What if they re laughing at me
I know I m not good enough
so I won t even try.....
God only knows what ll keep us from dying
because eveytime I look around I see Life as a big lie
Yeah everybody s saying "yeah I m the one" yeah
"everybody came running to me"
But thats not how it works and it never did
you know I m sorry it had to be this way
things got fucked up but thats okay....
...I m sorry....
...I m sorry....