Lyric All Messed Up

Another day wasted out of time
I can t get out of this
Altered state of mind
I m going overboard
My conscience meets decline
Into Reality
I know this can t be fine

[Chorus]
Cause I m all messed up
Making prefect nonsense
Drowning in my doubt too well
Cause I m all messed up
Going nowhere fast but circles in my mind
So blind

Who are these voices in my head
I can t go on like this
Living like the dead
I haven t slept so long
Feeling sad I dread
I m talking to myself
Forgot what I just said

[Repeat Chorus]

Well I hold my only enemy as closely as a friend
And I sold my own reality to further my descent

Selt-destruction taking over it s so eay to pretend
Introduction to this nightmare may never end

Can anyone help me drag my heels
I m running overtime
I can t hold down my meals
My mind is racing by
Staring blankly feels
Like pulling out my teeth
While this engine winds

[Repeat Chorus]