Lyric Just Apathy

I m too much or not enough
maybe everyone else is messed up
well anyway I cant seem to stay
in just one state of mind
this ones done and I m an asshole
she s in the midst of my whole hassle
cus I m back and forth
I get bored when she s no perfect find

cus it s one thing or another
I don t even know why I bother
one thing just tears her down
cus its one thing or another
I don t even know why I bother
one thing I just cant get around

consider the possibility
that you ve been had but not by me
we re just kids
don t worry about this
my course is run and I m so tired
till the next one comes inspired
I feel bad and I should I made her sad and I knew it would

cus its one thing or another
I don t even know why I bother
one thing just tears her down
cus its one thing or another
I don t even know why I bother
one thing I just cant get around

I need to learn to wait in turn
cus now I just step blindly
and I m only happy when I can close my eyes
and I just dive in and forget about acting kindly

cus it s one thing or another
(cus it s always one thing or another)
I don t even know why I bother
one thing just tears her down
(one thing always)
cus its one thing or another
I don t even know why I bother
one thing I just cant get around
still I know you wont let me down