Lyric Lowlife

in company respect s shown mutual into it s own,
indifference although when i m left alone and true feeling s begin to show,
honesty overflows in my mind when i try not to cry cause i m blind and alive,
and esteem has no gleam and it can t be seen,
i m so alone, i still can t understand these feeling s that i m feelin,
you re pullin me back and forth all that you re doin is confusin me,
with this emotional strain, it s drivin me to the edge of insanity,
you can t blame me for your pain and sufferin ...
not keepin on no downlow,
i m screamin the flow in your face,
just like mace in your eyes, like feelin my bass in your thighs,
it s time to recognize and realize that your ways are not the only ways
to lead your life...
low, concerned about what others think right,
cause your ego s makin your core so weak tunnel vision,
you move from .a to .b to .c,
that s not the point see, you lived your life around me....
i m crushed inside, each day i get by, w/
the gleam in my eyes...
if you want me then just try to find me,
if you ever need to suck me dry,
when you need me you won t ever see me i ve lost respect now watch you cry,
touched on me so shortly then just left me 2 you watched me bleed
now you smile, you walked through me while you crushed that gleam
i had inside my eyes.