Lyric Men2b

sometimes i just sit back and wonder what was meant to be learned from that event that occured everything happens for a reason right i left behind just another tragic lesson in life an organic rush adrenaline flight high above the traumatised situation of life...it s ironic, considerate rarity patron of love, higher knowledge engulfs me cause, the blast of fate a lesson, to my eyes concerned and overwhelmed theirs were of fear yet i m feelin so empty inside and yet it burns so akward this..time.....tears a waterfall of acid cries from his, eyes, i need to recognize, it s meant to be...he s alive and his cries just begin arisin suprisin as well...this little boy proud of helpin those in need but he s not me but just maybe he could be, i can see it now because, i m a hero in his eyes temporarily blind this immature kid a spirit as well an angel, hiding by helping and wanting to understand..me...it s somethin w/ my pride, lies, i cannot hide my true side, and maybe in distress i can still come out laughing
that s the way i am...am i hard to recognize? what do i need to realize? why can t i see w/ my own eyes? what do i need to see?