Lyric Giant

The sun is high and I m surrounded by sand
For as far as my eyes can see
I m strapped into a rocking chair
With a blanket all over my knees

I, I am a stranger to myself
And nobody knows I m here
When I looked into my face
It wasn t myself I d seen
But who I ve tried to be

I m thinking of things I d hoped to forget
I m choking to death in a sun that never sets
I clogged up my mind with perpetual greed
And turned all of my friends into enemies
And now the past has returned to haunt me

I m scared of God
And scared of hell
And I m caving in upon myself
I m scared of God
And scared of hell
And I m caving in upon myself

How can anyone know me
When I don t even know myself?
(xToFade)