Lyric Innocent X

Is this real or is it a dream
I can t seem to tell the difference anymore
Caught between needings
And the need to be real
Your open arms gaping
Like a busted sore

I turn and burn my back like a rack
Your tourniquet twists me
Dangerous red
I breath in the air
It s pavement gray
It shrinks my skin
And I ve done nothing wrong

I drop to my knees and work my skin
I feel this life pumping right through me
Love and death die on the dirty floor
Your upturned face doesn t even see

That this is all
I ll ever have
Cause I don t know
What I want
But something inside
Something inside
Something inside
I ve done nothing wrong