Lyric 1000 Julys

Planning my attack just before you come back around
Maybe I m wrong but I don t know how to back down
I never fit in I don t belong
But you know it doesn t matter when we feel strong
Cause I m a vampire y all and we toast the blood of our enemies
You re still scaring me no you re scaring me no
And we don t fit in
Don t fit in
Wonder what it s like when you re living with someone like me
I m a freak and I m nervous when it s easy
Feral days and I m sex crazed I put it in with my animal ways and
That s the sign I was born to be living in
I ran around and gave the finger to the Ritalin
You can calm me down and I can t say why
You say goodbye and burn my eyes
You burn my eyes
A thousand Julys
I hope you find
I d give you words but no words come to mind
But you turn me so cold so I tell you lies
When you let me in it s like a thousand Julys
When you left I felt the drop like a boom
Wintertime all alone in your bedroom
I don t blame you and I know I m not your friend
How we live young American I guess I ve always known
I d be on my own I d be on my own and I don t know why
I don t know why I don t know why
A thousand Julys
I know you ll find
I d say the words but no words come to mind
But you let me in and I don t know why
But when you come it s like a thousand Julys
A thousand Julys
That s what you are
And I d tell you to come back now but we ve gone too far
And we ve burned it out now I don t even try
But I feel you gone I lost a thousand Julys
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