Lyric Stare At The Sun

I sit here clutching useless lists
and keys for doors that don t exist
I crack my teeth on pearls
I tear into the history
just show me what it means to me in this world

cause I am due for a miracle
i m waiting for a sign
i ll stare straight into the sun
and I won t close my eyes
til I understand or go blind

I see the parts but not the whole
I study saints and scholars both
no perfect plan unfurls
do I trust my heart or just my mind
why is truth so hard to find in this world
yeah in this world

cause I am due for a miracle
i m waiting for a sign
i ll stare straight into the sun
and I won t close my eyes
til I understand or go blind

I know that there s a point I ve missed
a shrine or stone I haven t kissed
a scar that never graced my wrist
a mirror that hasn t met my fist
but I can t help feeling like i m

due for a miracle
i m waiting for a sign
i ll stare straight into the sun
and I won t close my eyes