Lyric Pretending To Care

Today I am your chariot horse
Tomorrow I m your albatross
Suspended by the finest thread
No one could ever see
And when there s breathing in your ear
You put your faith in all you hear
But just how deep those feelings go
I have no way to know
I ll never know

If I was blind
Would you still be my eyes
Or hide everything you see
Pretending to care about me
When all the time
You re just wishing I d fade away
You just can t bring yourself to

Say out loud the reasons why
You won t admit you realize
The promise you ve been living by
Is just an empty shell
You ll come to bear it like a cross
Then start to tear it like frayed gauze
Though I m ashamed to be afraid
I just can t help myself
Can t help myself