Lyric Brand New Low

over and over i keep
wondering why
then i give up and see
that look in your eyes
cause if i trip and fall
i ll be to blame
and if i hit the wall
i ll still be the same
wasting your time with
your so called friends
the one s you adore and
the one;s you pretend
and it s kind of sad
and deranged
but it s not so bad that
it can t be explained

cause in my mind
it s all a waste of time
and there s no excuse at all
then i realize surprise
you were right all along

and i wanna know
have i gone too far
have i sunk to a brand new low
and i want to know
if i ve gone too far
cause i ve lost all
my self-control

guilty as charged
ive been convicted and tried
was it too much to ask
for you to take my side
cause there s nothing
here left to defend
when you it s always me
that you blame in the end

cause in my mind
it s the perfect crime
and there s no excuse at all
then i realize surprise
you were right all along

nothing is what it seems
to me you re sleeping
without the dreams
without you nothing defines me

when i m slipping away
it s the only you that can find me
and i over my head again
i m falling from end to end