Lyric So Many Tears
I shall fear no man, but God
though I walk through tha valley of death
I shed so many tears
Please God walk with me...
back in Elementry, I thrived on misery
left me alone I grew up amongst a dying breed
as my mind couldn t find a place ta rest
untill I got that Thug Life Planted on my chest
tell me can ya feel me ?
I m not liven in tha Past, Ya wanna last
Be tha first ta blast, remember Kato
no longer with us he s deseased
call on tha sirens, I seem him murdered in tha streets
now rest in peace
Is there heaven for a G ?
remember me, so many homies in tha cemetary
shed so many tears
Chorus
Lord
I suffer through tha years
and shed so many tears
Lord
I lost so many peers, shed so many tears
Now that i m strugglin in this business
by any means, label me greedy gettin green
but seldom seen
and fuck tha world cuz i m cursed
I m havin visions of leaven here in a hurse
God can ya feel me ?
take me away from all tha pressure and all tha pain
show me some happiness again
i m goin blind
I spend my time in this cell, ain t livin well
I know my destiny is hell, where did I fail ?
my life is in denial
and when I Die, babtised in Eternal Fire
shed so many tears...
Chorus
Lord
I suffer through tha years
and shed so many tears
Lord
I lost so many peers, shed so many tears
Now i m lost and i m weary
so many tears, i m suicidal, so don t stand near me
my every move is a compilated step
ta bring me closer
to embrace an early death now there s nothing left
there was no mercy on tha streets
I couldn t rest
I m barely standing, bout to go to pieces, screaming peace
and though my soul was deleted, I couldn t see it
I had my mind full of deamons tryin ta break free
they planted seeds and they hatched sparking tha flame
in my brain like a match, such a dirty game
no memories, just misery
painting a picture of my enemies killing me in my sleep
will I survive till tha morning ta see tha sun
please lord forgive me for my sins
cause here I come...
Chorus
Lord
I suffer through tha years
and shed so many tears
Lord
I lost so many peers, shed so many tears
Lord knows i ve tried, been a witness ta homicide
drive-bys taken lives, little kids die
wonder why as I walk by
Broken hearted as I glance at tha chaulk line, gettin high
this ain t tha life for me
I wanna change
but ain t no future right for me
i m stuck in tha game
i m trapped inside a maze
see this Tangaray influenced me ta gettin crazy
disillusioned lately
i ve been really wanting babies
so I could see a part of me that wasn t always shady
don t trust my lady
cause she s a product of this poison, i m hearen noises
think she s fucken with my boys, can t take no more
i m fallin to tha floor
beggin for tha Lord ta let me in Heavens door
I shed so many tears...
Chorus
Lord
I lost so many peers
and shed so many tears
I lost so many peers, shed so many tears
fades... I suffered through tha years and shed so many tears
though I walk through tha valley of death
I shed so many tears
Please God walk with me...
back in Elementry, I thrived on misery
left me alone I grew up amongst a dying breed
as my mind couldn t find a place ta rest
untill I got that Thug Life Planted on my chest
tell me can ya feel me ?
I m not liven in tha Past, Ya wanna last
Be tha first ta blast, remember Kato
no longer with us he s deseased
call on tha sirens, I seem him murdered in tha streets
now rest in peace
Is there heaven for a G ?
remember me, so many homies in tha cemetary
shed so many tears
Chorus
Lord
I suffer through tha years
and shed so many tears
Lord
I lost so many peers, shed so many tears
Now that i m strugglin in this business
by any means, label me greedy gettin green
but seldom seen
and fuck tha world cuz i m cursed
I m havin visions of leaven here in a hurse
God can ya feel me ?
take me away from all tha pressure and all tha pain
show me some happiness again
i m goin blind
I spend my time in this cell, ain t livin well
I know my destiny is hell, where did I fail ?
my life is in denial
and when I Die, babtised in Eternal Fire
shed so many tears...
Chorus
Lord
I suffer through tha years
and shed so many tears
Lord
I lost so many peers, shed so many tears
Now i m lost and i m weary
so many tears, i m suicidal, so don t stand near me
my every move is a compilated step
ta bring me closer
to embrace an early death now there s nothing left
there was no mercy on tha streets
I couldn t rest
I m barely standing, bout to go to pieces, screaming peace
and though my soul was deleted, I couldn t see it
I had my mind full of deamons tryin ta break free
they planted seeds and they hatched sparking tha flame
in my brain like a match, such a dirty game
no memories, just misery
painting a picture of my enemies killing me in my sleep
will I survive till tha morning ta see tha sun
please lord forgive me for my sins
cause here I come...
Chorus
Lord
I suffer through tha years
and shed so many tears
Lord
I lost so many peers, shed so many tears
Lord knows i ve tried, been a witness ta homicide
drive-bys taken lives, little kids die
wonder why as I walk by
Broken hearted as I glance at tha chaulk line, gettin high
this ain t tha life for me
I wanna change
but ain t no future right for me
i m stuck in tha game
i m trapped inside a maze
see this Tangaray influenced me ta gettin crazy
disillusioned lately
i ve been really wanting babies
so I could see a part of me that wasn t always shady
don t trust my lady
cause she s a product of this poison, i m hearen noises
think she s fucken with my boys, can t take no more
i m fallin to tha floor
beggin for tha Lord ta let me in Heavens door
I shed so many tears...
Chorus
Lord
I lost so many peers
and shed so many tears
I lost so many peers, shed so many tears
fades... I suffered through tha years and shed so many tears
