Lyric Afraid Of Me
[Chorus x2]
I m so
Hidden and you re never gonna see
I m cold
Forgiven all because of my beliefs
I m no
Body that you ever wanna be
Cause I know that the world is afraid of me
[Monoxide Child]
Now you can try to sedate me, assassinate or just hate me
But there s nothing that you can do to me lately
Now I m greatly accepted in the mind so I m confused and intertwined
From being rejected so many times, I wanna leave it all behind
So kind of you to pick up the album and give it a try for once
And run and tell your homies that these motherfuckers will die for us
So many questions, fingers pointing for answers
Suggesting that I m the cancer that lingers inside the pasture
With green grass up to my neck, and situations that s too fast
To think about and most people can t dream about
A hundred million miles and every single second
And every time you hear this record I want you to feel me on every sentence
Reminisce from descendants of past treasures
We ll embark on a journey that ll stay alive forever
Plus I would stand over on my side of the fence
Regardless of the circumstances or the consequences
[Chorus x2]
I m so
Hidden and you re never gonna see
I m cold
Forgiven all because of my beliefs
I m no
Body that you ever wanna be
Cause I know that the world is afraid of me
[Jamie Madrox]
I am my own worst enemy
I m not the smartest motherfucker and shit, I don t pretend to be
And why I am the way I am is not a mystery
My mind s not in proper working order or in therapy
The brain s confused and mentally abused
Life s been hanging on a string so what the fuck I got to loose?
And what the fuck I got to prove to you?
If you don t know me by now, you ll never know me
You can put that on my real homies
I got problems and they stack like bills
And I relate to the broken, bleeding heart love killed
And I awaited in the shadows, awake in the dark
Hoping to talk to the passed on, I m falling apart
I m such a mess and decisive, I m fading away
I m out of touch with society and living today
Never relying on my sanity, I through it away
To become the maniac that s got your attention today
[Chorus x2]
I m so
Hidden and you re never gonna see
I m cold
Forgiven all because of my beliefs
I m no
Body that you ever wanna be
Cause I know that the world is afraid of me
[Monoxide Child]
Can you keep a secret?
Well I m afraid world because they want me to die, can you believe it?
But I m still alive... and been floating since 95
With my chin held high but I m so dead inside
Let the problems just roll and put them back into a pile
Because it s just a bunch of shit that I can t deal with right now
And I m tired of always guessing and messing it up again
And the next day it s even deeper and I m steady sinking in
[Jamie Madrox]
I took a look at myself and came to grips with what I found
It was a vision of a child, disturbed and broke down
No soul, no heart because I gave it away
No time for feeling sorry, I ll grieve another day
And all those tears are stored in storm clouds
That hover above me and cover the ugly
Continued to haunt me when I was feeling low
That s the same reason I hold on and never let go
[Chorus x4]
I m so
Hidden and you re never gonna see
I m cold
Forgiven all because of my beliefs
I m no
Body that you ever wanna be
Cause I know that the world is afraid of me
I m so
Hidden and you re never gonna see
I m cold
Forgiven all because of my beliefs
I m no
Body that you ever wanna be
Cause I know that the world is afraid of me
[Monoxide Child]
Now you can try to sedate me, assassinate or just hate me
But there s nothing that you can do to me lately
Now I m greatly accepted in the mind so I m confused and intertwined
From being rejected so many times, I wanna leave it all behind
So kind of you to pick up the album and give it a try for once
And run and tell your homies that these motherfuckers will die for us
So many questions, fingers pointing for answers
Suggesting that I m the cancer that lingers inside the pasture
With green grass up to my neck, and situations that s too fast
To think about and most people can t dream about
A hundred million miles and every single second
And every time you hear this record I want you to feel me on every sentence
Reminisce from descendants of past treasures
We ll embark on a journey that ll stay alive forever
Plus I would stand over on my side of the fence
Regardless of the circumstances or the consequences
[Chorus x2]
I m so
Hidden and you re never gonna see
I m cold
Forgiven all because of my beliefs
I m no
Body that you ever wanna be
Cause I know that the world is afraid of me
[Jamie Madrox]
I am my own worst enemy
I m not the smartest motherfucker and shit, I don t pretend to be
And why I am the way I am is not a mystery
My mind s not in proper working order or in therapy
The brain s confused and mentally abused
Life s been hanging on a string so what the fuck I got to loose?
And what the fuck I got to prove to you?
If you don t know me by now, you ll never know me
You can put that on my real homies
I got problems and they stack like bills
And I relate to the broken, bleeding heart love killed
And I awaited in the shadows, awake in the dark
Hoping to talk to the passed on, I m falling apart
I m such a mess and decisive, I m fading away
I m out of touch with society and living today
Never relying on my sanity, I through it away
To become the maniac that s got your attention today
[Chorus x2]
I m so
Hidden and you re never gonna see
I m cold
Forgiven all because of my beliefs
I m no
Body that you ever wanna be
Cause I know that the world is afraid of me
[Monoxide Child]
Can you keep a secret?
Well I m afraid world because they want me to die, can you believe it?
But I m still alive... and been floating since 95
With my chin held high but I m so dead inside
Let the problems just roll and put them back into a pile
Because it s just a bunch of shit that I can t deal with right now
And I m tired of always guessing and messing it up again
And the next day it s even deeper and I m steady sinking in
[Jamie Madrox]
I took a look at myself and came to grips with what I found
It was a vision of a child, disturbed and broke down
No soul, no heart because I gave it away
No time for feeling sorry, I ll grieve another day
And all those tears are stored in storm clouds
That hover above me and cover the ugly
Continued to haunt me when I was feeling low
That s the same reason I hold on and never let go
[Chorus x4]
I m so
Hidden and you re never gonna see
I m cold
Forgiven all because of my beliefs
I m no
Body that you ever wanna be
Cause I know that the world is afraid of me
