Lyric Mistake of my Life

I m in love, never been so sure of anything
Then again, could be a tumor in my brain
Tricking me into thinking that we were meant to be
Either way I m about to shock my family
And my hometown again
Cause this time I m leaving

Once I m gone I cannot look back
I ve got to trust this is right
Cause maybe I m on my way to find you
But maybe I m gonna make the mistake of my life

Since we met my life s been so up in the air
Here today but by next week i could be there
On the street struggling to support my newest vice
with a sign, says i will work for love advice
Cause i will mow your lawn
if you tell me what i m doing wrong

But i ll leave the car runnin
And i ll leave half the boxes packed
For the slim chance I ll go right back