Lyric I still see the black

I m standing up, I m sitting down
A precious jewel - creation s crown?
Someone is holding my breath
Someone is finding my fears
While the self got lost as the world appeared
Gimme more, gimme less
Than soulless death in the nightingness
I m missing the moments of love, missing the moments of truth
But hell ain t too bad when you go where there s people you know
Love is such a thing
All join hands and we shall sing
Bade in all its light
And tomorrow brings new life
I Still See the Black
You can walk with me
You can talk with me
You make love to me
I recall
Feed me cake and glass
Put me in a trance
Just the same romance as before