Lyric Looking Inwardly

I delve into myself ceaselessly
But I rarely see
What I want to see
Embracing the future
Forgetting the past
Loves lost and misfortune
The chaos and the crass
I m wary of you
But you re oblivious to me
I m chained to your ego
And there isn t a key
I play with emotions
But never my own
Don t you recognize me
Try looking inwardly
But you won t see me
Such a strange situation
As I wallow in waste
That such a trivial victory
Could put a smile on your face
Using me as the scapegoat
For what you want to believe
So I ll just bow out politely
And tip my cap as I leave
Comme ci comme ca
My eyes are wide open
Yours are closed
It s time you realised
I m a part of you
Look inwardly
Don t bleed for me
Look to yourself.