Lyric My Frustration

where was i when god had shown
how to make a happy home

lie in bed and sleep don t come
have some peace then give me some
and i know the reason why you hold me down
i won t let this fear of loss make me drown

in my bed i lie alone
scrape together bone to bone
and i can t seem to seem to find my way
i can t seem to find the break of day

i ll stay just a step away

where was i when god had shown
how to make a happy home
and i have become my worst enemy
i will survive this instability

in my bed i lie alone
scrape together bone to bone
again i have become my worst enemy
i will survive this instability

i need to breathe the breath of life
you constantly drain my life
why can t you see the breath in me
i constantly need your need
my butterfy don t fly away

if i could just take this simple breath of life from
me
you couldn t take it motherfucker eternity
if i could take this breath of life and come inside
of me
you wouldn t take it, i need to breathe

as i creep the monkey s back
now she s gone and oh he s back
and i know the reason why you hold me down
i won t let this fear of loss make me drown

i will stay, i ll stay
i will stay, i ll stay