Lyric Change

Now in these cynical times
Stereotypical minds
Got me falling from my pinnacle the minute I climb
Now these subliminal thoughts got individuals blind
I m trying to look beyond the lies
Just to see what I ll find
I m like a flower in a cave
Another hour in the maze
And I ll cower to the power of my criminal ways
The sun is shining but I m catchin minimal rays
It s time for me to grow out of this childish phase
My life is like a battle that I ll probably never win
cause I keep thinking big and risking everything
Life s a challenge and I wonder if I ll ever find the balance
Mixed emotions and confusion topped off with many talents

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Sometimes I wonder if I ll ever change
Can I change
Would I change
Or am I always gonna be the same

I blame the world for making me such a freak
But the world wants to blame it on me
(my life is twisted)
My finger s poiting in the mirror
I m the one now
I see my shadow in the sun dial
Am I really out of change
Put my freedom in a cage
Slow down
Man I got a son now
There s nothing new they all said it
And I know it but I had to go through it myself
I m hard-headed
that s the only way I ll learn
Get caught in the fire there s no escaping the burn
And it burns
Change this
Change that
Change is full of lies
I remain the same cat wear a good disguise
Living life looking through my third blind crooked eye
So if I change I d be changing for the worst wouldn t I?

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I wanna run but if I run I m only running from myself
Would it be easier if I were someone else
I m like a child plain with matches that s never been burned
Relearning all the lessons that I ve already learned
On a highway to a destination I ve earned
So many exits, but I ve never bothered to turn
I m like a piece of shard glass laying on a frame of a window
That was broken by the bricks of pain
Sometimes I feel just like the devil s guinea pig
He s watching me just to see how deep I can dig
I admit I m fucked up and got a lot to learn
So now I m dancing in the ashes of the bridge I ve burned

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