Lyric Koolaid Dreams

Running through the backyard tripping around was a joy
The love of a girl and a boy was invisible to me.
My fingers fumbled while tying my shoes,
"What s the use?" I said as I ran again you see
Chorus:
KoolAid dreams and teddy bear memories
The freedom of youth never meant so much to me
Adolesence rips at the days long gone by
Only now I m too old to cry,
Now I m too old to cry...
Now I try to make the grade for everyone but myself
Everyone else expects the universe of me
It seems like I m feeling older everyday
I say "Hey, well freedom should be easy!"
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When I die I want written on my stone
"She was alone, but a world unto herself."
When I get into the real world out there
I won t give a care about anybody else
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Fashion doll dreams and candy cane memories
The freedom of truth never meant so much to me
Adolesence rips at truths long gone by
But I m too scared to fly
I m too scared to fly...
But I m too old to cry
I m too old.....to cry...