Lyric Panic

Center is where I see myself
In the beginning
I m sitting in the middle
Of a crowded room
Nobody hears me
Trying to reach out
Just trying to scream out
I m so pathetic is how I see myself
I m just a joke
I m running out this life
People tell me not to waste it
But how can I taste it
When I never lived
When I never loved
When I never lied

I m just a stain
I m trying to make my mark
On a spot that s been dark
For a long time
Been a long time since a panic
Broken down a systematic life
That god gave to me
So try to save my faith
That s going out the window
That I m looking down from
One more step and I ll be
On the ground from a sinner
To try to make a true believer
Well, ho, I never was

You ll probably run and hide

Life reality hits me in the stomach
Aches like a fist in my mouth
I should have said nothing
To make everything fall apart
In my face
Well, you re the one who s crying
So try to see the world from
The flip side
Running out of line with no one
Ever watching my back
Ah, cold muther fucker
Never seem to realize
I m not your wannabe

You ll probably run and hide

Center is where I see myself
In the beginning
I m sitting in the middle
Of a crowded room
Nobody hears me
Trying to reach out
Just trying to scream out
I m so pathetic is how I see myself
I m just a joke
I m running out this life
People tell me not to waste it
But how can I taste it
When I never lived
When I never loved
When I never lied

You ll probably run and hide