Lyric Promise

but my logic tells me that it aint never gonna happen
and then my defense d say I did t want it anyway
but you know sometimes I m a lier
could you ever want me to love you
could you ever want me to care
disregard my nervousness
please ignore my vacant stares
cause just what I ve been thru
is nothing like where I m going to
give me some sign to persue
a promise
and your unhappy
this is only a guess
do you know what it s like to hate
when it s way down deep inside
oh god I hate what s been done to my life
I could rule the pain
I could rule the night
or would I ruin my salvation
ruin my mind rules your pains
rulers of the night
ruin your salvation
ruin yor mind