Lyric Still not black enough

Paint a shadow on my heart
In shades of ebony
Paint the sun out of the sky
That rains over me

Black sun, rain on me
I need one, black sun
Rain on me, rain on me

Tie me to my blackness there
Where I m ever free
Taken to the dark edges ofMy wicked memories

Paint my soul in indigo, and ebony for me
No colour seen in my eyes, none in my eyes
I m naked in my misery
Emotions stripped to bone
I see inside the heart of me
It s still not black enough for me

No colour in the heart of me
No colour run in my veins
I hold the black to my breast
It bleeds over me
I can t go on till I get off
For me it s still not black enough
With darkness gone, my fear is seen
My fear is real, my fear is me