Lyric I can t

I can t laugh
I can t cry
I can t see inside of me
Don t know the reason why

I ain t straight
And I ain t high
I m the ugly in between
Can t live and I can t die

I wanna screamAnd I can t win
My life s a living soundtrack
For a human horror film

I can t feel
And I can t love
My mama never showed me how
I never was enough

I can t laugh
And I can t smile
I ll sacrifice my aged elders
To show me how to die

I can t love
And I can t feel
And my mother never loved me
Deep down she hated me

I can t fuck
I can t feel
I m one bizzare motherfucker
What the fuck s inside of me

I ll kill the beast
So to free my soul
And smash the mirrorsThat won t let me go
Oh if there s a smile that ya see
It s only the clockwork orange that s in me
I curse the darkness impassioned plea
And tear the heart out and watch me bleed
I ll sacrifice my blood for free
To satisfy the vengence that s in me
And bury the mirror that s inside me