Lyric Elevens

Please tell me how we did this,
We got ourselves into such a mess again.
We ve fought so long we can t remember what the
hell it was all about.
I can t count the times I ve turned around, cheated
my promises, and sold you out.

How is this not a waste of time, these blind eyes
won t see me through.
I m feeling for a hand to hold me now, lift the veil,
see the truth.
There s so much further left to climb, and not one
inch has been secure.
I m feeling for a hand to hold me now, lift the veil,
and endure.
Be it my dexterity for long-winded alibis,
But excuses came full circle months ago.
I ve wanted to walk away, but it can t be right,
To forget the knocking and throw the fight,
Silence the wanting and blackout the firelight.
I m digging deep to find resolve to change, will to
draw lines.
I m putting old ways to the knife, I m dying here this
time.
Because honestly I can t relate,
While lying to your face everyday.
With webs of lies spun to justify all of my many failures.
I ve realized my heart s content,
I may never see an end.
So when you need me I ll be outside throwing rocks
at the moon every night.
til the day I die.
I still believe that faith can move the mountains.